Only 4 days until Camdyn will be ONE! My how a year has flown. Some things are unbelievable, but others are typical and I should have known. I am still naive old Stacey, bu I have a more jaded, sarcastic side than ever before. I find myself pushing responsibility off and ignoring things I shouldn’t. Time is of the essence and I have to value everyday as a gift to spend with my precious daughter. Life can be taken away as quickly as it is given, and I don’t want to look back with a lot of regrets.
It is hard having the responsibility of a person relying entirely on your shoulders, and sometimes it is so overwhelming I shut down. I try not to be one of the people I admonished about going out all of the time, but truth be told I understand more now. Being a parent is exhausting, and it is even more so when you do it by yourself. Sometimes you just need a break. I feel like I never get one, but her smile is worth it all. That grin makes my heart melt and all the worries fade away.
Thank you so much for all of the lessons you have taught me this year Miss Camdyn Sophia. ❤